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I haven't really written anything in a while, i've just been all over the place. Things are really too crazy right now to think straight.

Last night was ridiculous, but it also sort of put things in perspective. 

On a side note, I hate when people you thought were amazing turn out to completely suck and decide to give excuse after excuse to cover-up how much they genuinely suck. over time i think all the excuses sort of blend together and i dont even hear what they have to say anymore, it kinda just sounds like ( enter excuse here) .  

in any case, spring break is around the corner and i couldnt be happier. Chico this weekend, then easter, then probably SC, then Floatopia in SB to celebrate my 19th birthday with the twin bro. life could not get any better. 

I miss you all, anyone who is home this week/next week hit me up :)

P.S. i cannot wait to be reunited with my MEW again!! (natalie.) yay sushi.