Camera. Break. Work. Life.

life right now is annoying. people are frustrating. i guess thats how things always are though. 

I've found out who my true friends are. definitely not what i expected. 

you have definitely let me down, kiddo. I finally see what i was there for... and it wasn't for my friendship. its been a long run. but thats over with and i can finally let it go. thanks for letting me see the light. 

shout out to peeja because i love you. you truly are an amazing friend. thank you for being crazy and saying funny shit to make my day better when nobody else will. you really do make a difference.

so. ive been too lazy to write recently because anything i do write makes me sound like a retard. ...kinda like that.

anyways, i just got a film camera that used to be my grandpas, and im super juiced because i love old shit thats passed down. i have a feeling its going to take super cool pictures. i just gotta get film for it. cuz all of my old pictures completely suck.. i'm thinking about just deleting my whole flickr and starting over. but then again maybe they suck just because they weren't MY photoshoots, they were lame projects that i was forced to do and didn't really care about. and that i put together the day before they were due. Im excited to learn how to develop my own photos and do it the real way instead of letting a computer do it for me... even though i'm pretty good at photoshop.

i'm working ALL of my 6 weeks of break. Dec 18th- feb 1st. well 5 and a half weeks i guess. 5 days a week. 8 hour shifts. F. M. L. morning shifts start at 6am. i dont think iv'e gotten out of bed that early since..... i don't even know when. that's about when i go to sleep.
but hey, at least ill have bank to have fun with. and to buy film. and to go on a cruise to mexico with natalie and christina which is about to be be the funnest shit in the entire world. i miss you guys. meh.